closing in soon.

so . result will be on the 17 of dec . 25 dec will be going to Melaka. 27 dec is my birthday. yeah. wow. not bad. Frankly speaking. i don't know what to type actually. seriously.

currently at Singapore Poly attending my niece's graduation concert.
Looking at them makes me thinking about the time i was in PAP.
Wow. My niece dropped her head piece just now. Cute sia! Haha.

Lucifer awesome. Always.

you got prob?

weey. i got more prob than you. the older you get. the more prob you have. do you work your ass off because to pay bills? water bills. eletricity bills? nope? didn't think so. so whtever.
anyway. happy fuck day to you.


Lucifeer.

chat also cannot.

wtf is this? my phone's spoil. trying to have a chat with you all also cannot? just because i'm trying to correcting people's grammar also cannot? might as well i don't even FUCKING EXIST! any cliffs around here? ohh. wait. there's no cliffs in Singapore. how to kill myself? you don't even know tht i was trying to ask you for steady right? fine. don't even bother to ask tht stupid question anymore. SERIOUSLY. FUCK MY FREAKING LIFE.!!!!!

2012.

is it true that the world goin' to end in 2012? well i'm goin' to party like it ain't end of the world.



enjoy.

i'm awesome.

haha. the title says it all.

here's a clip from "how i met your mother"
.

Lucifer. (i'm awesome.)

quitting work.

oh well. tendered my resignation mail thru facebook. today. very2 sad. who cares anyway. kfc is just temporary. it sucks actually. okay lahh.

Song for ya.

As long as you love me

my brain is empty.

nowadays my brain is empty. don't know what to write about on this blog. SIANS.

hmmm. feeling like wanting to go to universal studio. go alone. save money and shopping alot. but must bring tons of cash. must be loaded. haiyz. sians.

Lucifer.

GOD! Can i just die?

WTF sia with you all?! my presence not good is it? i ask you about something and you asked me to just shut up? what kind of friends is this? when i'm gone then want my presence. FUCK YOU SON OF BITCHES! might as well i don't fucking work right? FUCKING FAGGOTS!

last week of school

wow. it finally came. the final week of school. thought it would take forever to reach here. oh yeah. forgot. i will be doing a cremation for my books. will take a video and post at facebook. the death of my books. haha. gtg.

i guess tht i won't pop the question ever again.

lucifer.

whoa? FUCK.

i apologise for not updating my blog. been busy lately. as always. two more weeks to GCE N level Math paper. which is on the 4 oct. final paper will be on 11 oct. den no need come for school. sianz.

lucifer.

After a night without sleeping, i kept thinking. i think and think and think. why is my attitude is so childish? when am i going to be mature and change for the good? why am i so hyper? why? why? why? these thoughts went through my mind the entire night. so when i got it figured it out. the time supposed to be now. so i remained quiet for long as i could.


Lucifer.

Untitled.

wow. surpposeingly, i should go to DNT but in the end i went lepakrism. haha. nvm, i'm just left with my presentation board. thats all.

Stupid dream i had yesterday. this girl named ******** came into this room and everybody else was at the living room. she came and seated beside me. surpposeingly, i hate this girl. she seated beside me and want to talk to me, i left the room and join my friends. thats what i remembered. thats all.

one word. BORED!

Lucifer.

39 days to "N" levels..

WoW.. that was fast.. now 39 more days to N Levels. and guess what, my DnT coursework have not finish. DAMN. By this weekend wanna finish EVERYTHING! sianz.

on the 28 july, i was having my MT Oral. N levels. Yeah. my friends say that my sitting position was like relax so they think i am confident. yeah right. in the end, i used too much english words in my MT oral. DAMN. DAMN!!

kay2. update whenever i can update.

Lucifer

stupid RAIN!!!

damn today was bored, irritated. kinda. today went for the cross country. check2 last minute, cancel. damn. went home and was soaking wet because of the stupid rain. now, my phone, my headphone and my mp3 is all spoiled! THANKS MOTHERFUCKER RAIN!

damn it SIA!!!!

kay2. later scared my laptop also spoil.

lucifer.

Lan"ing"

get what i mean? nope? den your problem larh!!! hahax ouh well. N levels coming real soon. just finish eng oral N' Levels. which was fucking easy of what i expected. LOL.
stupid examiners. they asked me whats my dream car. i said lorh. LAMBORGHINI. i know that dream car cannot be achieved. den i take Nissan GTR. better and nicer. hehehehehehx

kay2.
wanna play L4D2.

Lucifer.

bored.

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. that's what is in my mind. bored. today, went to sis's house to play internet. as you can see. i didn't do anything here. don't know what to do. movie recommend anyone? currently watching X-men: the Last Stand.

kay2, busy concentrating x-men.

till here.

Lucifer.

school?

wow. school reopening tomorrow. and yet hmwk is not yet to be done. damn. i good at this. hehe. oh well. tomorrow after school, i straight away go to work. good rite? of course. i want money.. hehe.

kay lah. till here.

lucifer.

wow.

wow. tomorrow. june 19, i will be joining the OMG audition. den got movie marathon on the tues. life gonna be fun this week!

was chatting with shad just now, confirming these things so we'll be prepared. hehe

sleepy liao. nite my fellow fuckers!

Lucifer.

shits.

blog dead liao. smelly! come wear prefume!
wow. pay finished liao. bought a G-shock watch and specs. den go watch movie. shrek forever ever.. total cost: 370 bucks.

yeah. i unprivate my blog. happy fucker?

hafizan out.

OMG! i slept the entire day yesterday? that was .... AWESOME! hahahaha. i was tired because, i was watching Ip man 2 on friday. stayed awake the entire morning. when i reached home, i slept like a pig.

lol.
okay den.

hafizan.

GOD! hate that person's face! ARGH! Faster lerh 'N' levels!!! getting bored of seeing the same faces, same walls, same carpark, same room, same toliet for 3 and 1/2 years! JUST WANNA TO GET OUT FROM THIS FUCKING SCHOOL! FUCKING BORED! ARGH!!! FUCK IT MAN! FUCK IT!!!! if only i change school. wander what it would be. haiyz. okay2. FIRSTLY, I HATE SEEING YOUR FACE EVERYDAY IN SCHOOL! IDIOT. FUCKING IRRITATING SIA! soo when you were my soo called gf. you want to make it low profile. when you got YOUR FARIZUAN! i am attached. u here. u there, i here, i there. fucking irritating sia!fuck it!
i dunn care. gonna private my blog. So YOU WON'T SEE IT!. FUCKER.

*finally, all my anger is out. and yes. i gonna be an asshole.*

Weird dream... yesterday, i dreamed about fadilah waitting for me at home. i woke up. was shocked tat i saw her and ask her what she was doing here, she said she was waitting for me to attend something. i was okay2. wait for me. need to bathe. she said okay. den i after bathing, change cloths and bring her out? that was where i woke up. hopefully, today i can continue my dream.

hafizan out

haiyz... its getting nearer and nearer to the end of the year, graduation too. wishing that i may not be going for it cause i somehow hate seeing people with their couple while i don't have one.

if i go to graduation night, i think i will just sit at one corner, see people having fun and cut myself?

i dunnoe, i think i will be emo for the rest of my secondary school life?
haiyz..

24/04/10 outing.

oh well, yesterday, yuhua peeps asked whether i want to follow them go out or not den i say yes. woke up ard 12, bathed, changed den chiong to JP. met with them, took the train to vivo, odw to clementi, met bye to elliza(i think) den accidentally bumped into ellia.(SORRIE ELLIA!!) hang ard vivo, do stupid stuffs, send other peeps go home, me and aimy awesome, went to marina bay, wanted to buy ice cream from Galto italian shop. find her shop is like finding a needle in a haystack sia! finally found it. ordered banana fruit based ice cream, DAMN sweet sia. can describe somemore. i think they make the ice cream plain den mixed with banana syrup. i dunn want to eat that ice cream again. TOO sweet!. went ard merlion, walked from raffles to cityhall. (or was it the other way ard?) den bored, go to bugis, tot got see chicaro, den dunn have, SIANZ. den go home.

hafizan out.

i hate birthdays. you know why? i hate seeing people celebrating their birthdays. seeing their happy faces make me sick. it has been 6 years that nobody celebrate my birthdays. no presents. no party. no life. every year, hoping for a celebration. but yet. every year seeing my parents reach home, play computer or sleep. feeling like wanting to kill myself. Yes i attend to certain people birthdays. and putting a fake smile. seeing them opening presents. haiyz. i dunnoe why.

hmmm. i put title also no use. hmmm. i think i got stalker. keep spamming at my chat. later i spam den the stalker know. i will spam or give virus. you die stalker. you DIE.

hmmm. today i came late and guess wat? i nid to do Mid year exam paper although exams haven't come. and the worse part is. i nid to stay back until 6. this is great. this is just great!

okay larh. teacher stalking me also.

hafizan putra out

haiyz

i guest i am not getting my Sony Ericsson Satio CyberShot 12.1 MegaPixel then. sianz.
oh well. as long i am using Sony Ericsson den can already. but must exceed my standards! tomorrow going to apply phone at BB.

okay then

hafizan putra out.

P.S. I rock! Justin Bieber SUCKS! heheh

yeah.. i am anti - social.

yup. you got it right. i am anti social. dunnoe wat it means?

ANTI SOCIAL.

Anti-social is behaviour that lacks consideration for others and that may cause damage to society, whether intentionally or through negligence, as opposed to pro-social behaviour, behaviour that helps or benefits society.

okay. i confessed that i am your walking dictionary. you happy now?

MY PROPERTY!

Dude! thats my Property! do not fucking touch it! my Property! not yours! FUCKER! anything that has my name written on it is considered mine PROPERTY! ASSHOLE!!!

LAN Shop.

oh well.. currently at lan shop. got someone treat me. play lorh. den here the computer damn slow. they should buy the alien software computer. fucking FAST!
16GB RAM. one terrabyte harddisk. i want buy sia but damn ex. 3k. shhh. must evrything be ex?

kay larh. i want to play L4D2. train my skills. hehe.

Hafizan Putra Out

My new Shoes!

The Converse Bag..

the "Behind" View..

The BOX..

The Inside View..

THE SHOES!
haha. i know nice. no nid compliment. mcm phm.. hehe..
hmmm.
*fact*
that shoe was 70 bucks which i first tyme buying with that kind of amount. ouuu.
i bought this shoes cause i want to make a new trend. that kind was ancient sia. my primary school life then i see that. soo i bought it lorh.

WOW. 2molo go swimming at JE with Class peeps. ferst tyme lyke dis go out.
kay2 nid sleep early.

Hafizan Putra

my beautiful, Sony Ericsson CyberShot 3.2 megapixel k800i is spoiled! everywhere i go, there’s no reception! Haiyz, want to buy new phone, no money. i want Sony Ericsson CyberShot 8.1 mega pixel Satio! i wish i can work. but when i work, i really concentrate on work, school totally forget. subject dropped. don’t want that. i want to get distinction for my english. improve on my maths and MT. MT damn important, to me of course! though i am malay, i seldomly use MT. haiyz.
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Today, went to Sheraton Towers. was dutied to the foyer. go there. come back. in. out, in, out. when finishing, took all the food back to stewarding area. took the tiramisu. ate it. people says that was not halal, contains alcohol i say to them. do i look like i freaking care?! got food just eat! to me, it doesn't matter whether its halal or not halal. i just eat.

okay then,

hafizan out.

bored much?

hehe. i haven't do hmwk liao. currently at library with shad satsumi. hanging around. with my bud. LoL. nothing much to write about. anyways.

peace out!

giler!

WOW! fascinating..

today got attachment, went to sheraton towers ard 7.30am. change cloths, eat. check what we should do. find out got nothing to do. went to dining area. confused. stomach pain. go SHIT!. come back. clear table. see nazre blur2 like sotong!. went to eat. go to banquet. fold a couple of napkins. went outside at the lobby area. top up condiments. DEN! (my favourite part.) saw artistes come to Ballroom 2! Aaron Aziz!, Anna Belle! their wives/husbands!. they were discussing about the movie the were currently making. called 2 Alam. went back to back of the house. bored5! wait for time to end. gave back name taggy. went to basement 3. change cloths, gave back uniform. go home. LOL.

aku out.

????

i didn't know first love can be so painful.
i didn't know i can't that much pressure to my heart.
all i know that my shattered heart is healing very2 slowly.
And very painfully.
haiyz.
i don't to be loved again.
i don't want to shatter my heart again.
i will regret if i did it.
i don't want to remember when my heart is broken.
i don't want remember that person who broke my heart.

Heart Shattered...

This how my heart looks lyke.

haiyz. i feel that she is regretting the broke up. i dunnoe. who cares about me anyways? i am just another short small irritating BASTARD that people ingored.

So this is goodbye...

peace out.

is this goodbye?

you asked me to break up our relationship today. but you told me you gonna be bz. if you willingly want to break. i let you decide. after all of this SHIT,CRAP & STUPIDITY, let my heart to heal slowly so i can feel the painfulness you gave to me.
So is this goodbye?


And THANKS for the ingorance you gave to me.

Peace out.

Urqh!

What happen if we break?
What happen if someone played timer?
These were the question i was being asked.
i was like *blank*. If possible, please don't.
& i took it too heartly. soo from this morning till now, i was EMO. Everybody disturbed me, i shouted at them to GROW UP! oh well. who even bother to listen to this small short little teenager stucked in a kid's body. NOBODY CARES!
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These few days, i been emo all day and night long. i was emo cause i am missing my twin. yet to be named and he was dead at birth. Nobody told me about this. HE WAS MY TWIN BROTHER! HOW CAN NOBODY TELL ME!!!!!

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i msg my best friend for advice. she gave me one. touched my heart. cried all the way in the bus.

i don't know whether to let her go or break her heart without hurting her feelings. cause she still have feelings for her ex. i don't know. feels like my head gonna to explode.
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firstly. nobody knows my real personality.
anyone who hurts my heart really badly, i won't take revenge. i will ingore the person, forget the person. and make the person doesn't even exist in my life.
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okay then.

Peace out.

WHOA! HENG ARH!!

heng arh! scared me seh.. i cried sey. and i totally forgotten that there was a test that you mention i totally forget! how can i forget! oh yeah, just remembered. i got STML!!

Don't know whats STML?
STML is a condition in which memory is disturbed or lost. Memory in this context refers either to stored memories or to the process of committing something to memory..

Again, i am not your walking dictionary. hehe

okay den. 2molo skul liao.

Hafizan Putra Outz!

WHAT DID I DO?

What did i do? seriously. who did spead the rumours that i like somebody else? where did you get the idea from? but i really didn't do anything wrong. I SWEAR!! I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I REALLY DON'T LIKE ANYBODY ELSE!!! if i am in the wrong, punish me, but if you are wrong, please still punish me. if like that, i would like to apologise even i not wrong or i am wrong. i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry.

okay den, i will cry and cry and cry till i am dehydrated.

OUCH!

WAH PIANG EH. fell again. is the 3rd time this week, when i was on my way to canteen, i looked at Saktis and ask him wat happen but i didn't notice that infront of me, i mean below me got drain, den somemore the drain got hole,(every drain got hole. lawl.)
i kept looking at him until i fell into the drain. despite the pain, i pull my leg up, went to canteen, bought food and sit at one corner. well.. THE END.

Hafizan Putra Outz.

I AM STILL NOT YOUR FRIEND!!

yeah we talked at work, talk like shit. IDIOT! i dunnoe you so STFU!! IDIOT!! i am not talking to you cause you are a noisy little FUCKER!!! ain't you? people are talking other things you interupt. who are th HELL ARE YOU?!?! you have no right to talk to me kay?! SO FUCK OFF!!!

Hafizan Putra OutZ!

Over Night at jp!

Damn i am tired!! from over nighting at jp of course! hehe. lepaked, talk3, had a sad moment, make music video, yawn, yawn, yawn, yawn, yawn, waited for bus, went home sleep! hehe.

cowie if too short, i lazy arh!!

Hafizan Putra OutZ

i'm Back!! ouch!

16th & 17 March!
yellow GUYS!! i am back from my chalet at DownTown East! tot wanna find ghost.. but at last no have.. at nyte, when i wan to sleep, i feel a presence at the corridor of the room.. i can see it very well. everytime i turn my head towards it, it disappear! KNN ghost scared of me lorh! my bro in law sister husband bring the sisha thingy.. i tot it was cool.. smells nice!! i stared at it.. lawl.. den my sis see. gave me permisson to taste it. nice though.. but THIS IS NOT SMOKING!! it is not addictive. unlike cigarrettes.. very addictive..
the next day, the 'Kids' woke up damn early sia.. i was lyke trying to have my 'power nap' they all kept disturbing me. i shout larh!! damn irritating. waited for everybody to wake up. change cloths. CHIONG SUAH to Wild2 Wet! played all the way, den went to jacuzzi.. DEN, i saw atikah..(anak Taufik) she was lyke dunn care. i also dunn care.. after that, went back to the house, bathed and start the BBQ! i was sleeping.. hehe power nap again... woke up. ate.. went to the bustop. reach at Pasir Ris Station. took the train all the way till the end of the entire journey cause Pasir Ris was at the end of the East side. i tot i want to sleep, den people keep bumping into me sey.. reached home,Den i realised. i GOT SUNBURN!! painful sia! ARGH!!! okay finish.. end of this day of story..

18th March!
today funny sia.. woke up at 5.45am.. bathed, changed cloths, went to work.. i reached clementi station.. den i realise, i left my work pants and belt..i was lyke so sianZ! haiz! went back.. took it. CHIONG SUAH to clementi station. reach Newton station, ran lyke crazy.. Thinking that i am late. den checked in, i asked whether i am late. den i was 20 min early! SIAN!!! haaha, worked lyke shit. finished, went home.. go to JP! eat, den went home..

Hafizan Putra OUTZ!

BUH BYEZ!!!

bye guys!! i am going to chalet liao.. actually, this is the first tyme tat i am going to chalet! SO I AM SUPER HYPER EXCITED SIA!!! WOOT!.

ouhkay. i gotta to pack.. sians!! buh bye!!

Hafizan Putra OUTZ!

*No Title*

I know i kept changing my blog skin.. wat to do.. see, nice, take.. but i will sticking to this..

And HAPPIE 4 month anniversary SHAD!! fikir2 aku lupe ehk aku nyer best friend nyer anniversary ehk? tak dpt larh siot! hehe

WOOTS!!! 2molo i will go to chalet at Pasir Ris Park!! me and my sister planned that we find ghost when the "kids" are asleep.. hehe. oh wells

Hafizan outz!

haix

damn it!!! i freaking sad sia.. know why? cause all this time, my parents told me tat i got a twin but he is dead at child birth..i was lyke *face drop* sia.. hiax.......... if onli my twin was here.. we be the most hyper twinnys ever!!! FUCK i am crying now.. haix.. damn it!! WHY!! WHY!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hafizan outz..

BORED!!

bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! ..

do you know what is the defintion if bored?
Boredom is an emotional state experienced during periods lacking activity or when individuals are uninterested in the opportunities surrounding them.

WAIT!!! i am not your walking dictionary!!!

go find out yourself!! though i already gave you the answer!!

hehe.. Haiyz!

currently watching youtube.. ijustine thingy!! yawn!

oh well

Hafizan Putra OUTZ!

FUCK YOU MAN!! FUCK YOU!!WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM SIA!! AND DUDE!! GAFY!! NOBODY CARES FOR YOUR EXISTENCE!! IF you dunnoe wat is GAFY, it is GO AND FUCK YOURSELF!! FREAKING UNDERSTAND?!!?!

FUCK YOU!!!

Sporty's dae!!

oh well. today was sporty day. i woke yup ard 7. cause my house FREAKING NEAR!! just behind the stadium liao.. i supported my class. shouted lyke crazy!! ARGH!!!!! WOOT!!! CHIONG SUAH!!! checked2 i am the onli one shouted.. sianz!! HAHA. aftr everthingy is over. i lpk with Khaddy!! hehe. gave her present.. but she somehow forgot mine!! haha. when am i going to get it? i also dunnoe.. haha! oh well

Hafizan Putra OUTZ!!

SIANZ

whoa!! tomorrow starting liao.. WEP!! sianz.. noe y? must be there by 7am sia.. lyke that must wake up ard 4.30 seh!! sianz.. wat is even more sianz is my GF will be missing me!! Cowie!

Hafizan Putra OUTZ!!

WOOTZ!!

Happie one month aniversary!! WOOT! first tyme i have an aniversary!! WOOT! congratz.. may last long liao!! hehe


Hafizan Putra OUtZ!!!

SHYT!!!

DAMN!!! been exposed.. sianz.. Damn you guys!! i don't CARE!! DELETE THE FUCKING VIDEO AND PICTURES!!! OR ESLE I EXPOSED YOU DAMN BASTARDS!!! KNS!! KNN!! GO FUCK MDM KUM ASSHOLE!!! WHAT!?! YOU NEVER DO IT BEFORE?!? WE JUST TALKED!! DON'T YOU KNOW THE DEFINITION OF JUST TALKING!!! FUCK YOU BOYS BEHAVE LIKE GIRLS!!!! SHOULD BECOME BAPOK BETTER SIA!!!

well.. enough letting my anger out, i apologise for what happen today.

peace out.

Hafizan Putra!!!

WOW!! tight shedule!!

cia lat!! next week tight sia!!Monday: Free!! tuesday: anniversary!! wednesday: Free!! Thursday: WEP at Sheraton Towers!!! Friday: Sport's Day!! Saturday & Sunday: Free Liao!! oh well. not that tight!! hehe. okay lame. just changed my skin for blog. well not me!! shad.. my bestfriend FYI. THANKS ALOT SHAD!!! hehe. your chocolate awaits!! hehe. but must check whether that KERBAU transferred my money or not.. later lorh check. i lazy arh. and my new name!! Ijan!!! nice nice? no nid compliment!! hehe

oh well.. update later.

Peace out!

Chak!!

Nice blog? hehe Thks. no nid compilment. hehe. okay lame.. hehe

Lawa kan?

peace out.

I'M Sorry!!

dear!! i'm sorry!! i dunnoe wat the problem or the situation is but i'm really sorry!! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! please forgive me!! haix.

peace out..haix

boredom strikes me!!!

haiyz.. i'm bored. nvr got a chance to a glimpse of her face. haiyz. what should i do? arh!!!train my parkour!!! to improve on landings.. hehe. born to be a climber!! hahax. okay lame.. hehex.i missed my Best FRIEND!!! correction BEST FRIENDS!!! shad!! where my souvenirs?!?!?! hehe. 6 more daes dear!! i becoming hyper liao.. haha. BOOMZ.. ROAR!!! BLUEK!! hehe. tis wad happens when boredom strike. okay i strike you back!! YA!!! disssh!!! cowie. i purplely.. hehe lame... haiyz.. 9'C drink nice sia!!! i'm trying to find my identity. wad suits my best? lucifer? emoburner? toyol? or just hafizan? ijan? izan? zan? kecik? putra? haiyz.. trying to find new name for myself..

updates later.

Peace out!!

Sob3. WOOHOO!

sob3.. i MISS KFC!!!! haiyz. still remembered the fun tymes we had.. haiyz.. nvrmd. School is important!! and somemore the school got attachment for us at sheraton towers!!! woohoo. 11 march will be my orientation.. i think. den get my uniform and name tag!! and the name tag surely i make 'Lost' it.. soo i can put my bag.. and sorie dear. i know that you will be missing me for every thurs. but others days can see mah!! HAHA. okay lame..

Song lyrics for favourite girl.

Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah oh
Ah ah ah ah

I always knew you were the best
The coolest girl I know
So prettier than all the rest
The star of my show
So many times I wished
You'd be the one for me
But never knew you'd get like this
Girl what you do to me

You're who I'm thinkin of
Girl you ain't my runner up
And no matter what you're always number one

My prize posession
One and only
Adore ya girl i want ya
The one I cant live without
That's you that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl

You're used to goin out'your way
To impress these mr. wrongs
But you can be yourself with me
I'll take you as you are
I know they said believe in love
It's a dream that cant be real
So girl let's write a fairytale
And show 'um how we feel

You're who I'm thinkin of
Girl you aint my runner up
And no matter what you're always number one

My prize posession
One and only
Adore ya girl I want ya
The one I cant live without
That's you that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls ive ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
Baby it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl

You take my breath away
With everything you say
I just wanna be with you
My baby my baby oh
Promise to play no games
Treat you no other way
Than you deserve cuz you're the girl of my dreams

My prize posession
One and only
Adore ya girl I want ya
The one I cant live without
That's you that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you

My prize posession
One and only
Adore ya girl I want ya
The one I cant live without
That's you that's you

You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls ive ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl

YES!!!

i did it!! i finally hold her hands!! woohoo!! accomplished!!

Thats all. certain things can't be mentioned here..

Peace out

Woohoo!

Yesh Arh!!! gonna work at Sheraton Towers 2molo.. Woohhoo. anybody interested? FUCK OFF. haha. teacher offered for Work Exp Progamme. since nobody want. i put my hands high2 lorh. den got "certain" KPOs folowed. wishing my gf can folo. haiyz. her parents too controlling sia. haiyz.. i very hyper sia for 2molo... WOOhoo..

kay2 gtg. batt flat liao

peace out!!

KANINA BEI COU JI BAI!!!

Why sia me?!?!? alot of people are doing it but why catch me?? okay i confessed that i might use it, but then why me sia!!!! in case you don't know what i am talking about, its a phone. i used it during lesson.

KANINA BEI COU JI BAI!!!

Out!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT!!!! FOR NO REASONS, THIS GUY WANT TO FIND TROUBLE SIA... ABOUT GIRL... BAITCH!!!! I DID NOTHING WRONG SIA.. FUCK!!!!! FATIN ADD ME ON MSN, TALK THINGS OUT WITH THIS GUY.. FULL OF CRAPZ.. EVERYTIME WANT TO FIGHT... ASK FOR FORGIVENESS DUNN WANT... WANT THE FUCK THIS GUY WANT SIA!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm SICK!!!!

Argh!!! damn it... i am sick and nobody notice it... nobody msg whether i'm okay or call me.. not even my GF!!! argh!!!!

BLUEK!! just now, i check my laptop batt.. left 5% sia.. i quickly ran like an idiot to my house.. den ran back to sis's house.. like f1 sia.. lawl... now i'm bored...

hmm. update later..

peace out...

To......

Okay... lets forgive and forget okay? i feel rejected with you as my friend... feels like an idoit walking past by you... when i say hi, nobody hears me.. like retard sia.. so forgive and forget kay?

Peace out!!

Famous for de wrong reasons..

For this morning, after the entire school sang the National anthem, VP gave us a talk on TTD.. he talk the history about the TTD.. after that, there was a quiz for us.. for those who get the answer correct, will get a chocolate for the class.. suddenly, Everybody looked at me.. i was like HUH???.. they all say"fizan go arh.. go arh..." i jus kept quiet.. mdm siti also suggested me to go but i repelled.. sat there like an complete idiot.. soo i am being famous for de wrong reason... i dunnnoe why...

Well thats all..

Peace out...

Ps. Nice blog? pls leave a comment on my tagboard..

"Fall For You"

he best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Sad? i dunnoe.. you decide...

SHIT!!!!!! thought gonna to lose a friend?ARGH!!!! Am I going to lose a friend? Should i go with 'K' den lose 'E'.. Or Should i go with 'E' but lose 'K'? *BANG!!!! died* after skul, i lepaked with "E", eena, fique, atiqah, eka... i msg "K" elly saw.. she stomped off... i msg her that i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry ... she rply wateva... i was soo pissed off that i threw my phone far far... i went home.. reached home.. i received msgs from "E".. but i ingored (CAUSE YOU KEPT SAYING WATEVA OKAY!!!!) she apologised.. apology accepted... msg "K" whether she accepted my propose.. she said yes!! she's happy.. i'm happy.. she went to sleep... me? writing everything tat happened today lorh..(well.. almost everything)later going to sleep.. 2molo meeting someone...

peace out

'N' Levels Started LIAO!!!!

ARGH!!! 'N' levels Started Liao!!! Well, not exam... coursework but still.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I haven't prepared for This Stupid Thingy Liao!!! Haiz... what to do... just hope for the best, and prepare for the worst....


Peace out

BORED DAY...

First lesson was EBS, talk and talk and talk and blah blah blah blah... next was english still the same blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah ..... den, was math.. we got test pervious day.. today score come out... i saw what i get... upon 25, i got 12, haiz.. my mood from hyper active, to sadness... i kept quiet until recess, i ate ice longan... and ate chicken... cpa was next.. and it was blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah... den finish skul lorh... i followed Haslam to poineer to meet with his soo called gerlfrewn... she borrowed haslam phone.. browsed everything then give back... we all were bored, went to jp to meet up with atikah, elly and ina... atikah asked haslam to order but he replied he dunno how to... den i voluteer to order.. but atikah ingored me.. i was like pissed off man... lied on the table.. scrolled my phone.. aimy awesome offered me ice cream.. i eat larh... hehe.... then went home......

peace out..

Lepak Time!!!

aimy awesome and me were walking around jp and trying to find seats to do our homework.... i found our seats at LJS... i started to do homework and aimy Awesome playing his ipod... i halfway finishing homework, when i stucked at this stupid freaking hard question..(dumb people always says this kind of statement...)i asked ame to help me while i play his ipod... 2 gerls walked passed by us but we ingored... they seated beside us... i played tap tap revenge on amie ipod while amie finish my homework...den, the gerls beside us keep staring at our homework... after that, they gone... amie asked me whether i want a number of a gerl he known for long time, i said anything arh... he gave fiqqah number... but i can't msg her cause my phone no prepaid... next day, i sms her lorh... hehe.. i intro myself, she intro hers.. blah blah blah blah blah... until today, still smsing her...

Peace out

22/01/10 muvee outing...

i was at skul when shahrul texted me wannna watch muvee... i said yes but when? later ard 12.30-1... kk.. after skul, i skipped friday's prayers. Quickly rushed to bustop, took the bus... disturb sum Peeps... laughed all the way, meet up with shahrul, shad, acha and Babi itam putih (BIP)... went to 77th street, bought a cap, check out time slots for Legion(NC 16 but i pass thru), eat at mac with crazy woman, booked tickets.. i went home, lying everywhere, change cloths, head backed to jp, meet with acha and shahrul.. shad and bip doing their XOXO sumwhere... asked shahrul wanna go acrade... he said no cash.. i said i got, ran to lvl 3... played until muvee almost start... waited for Shad and bip for soo long( well not that long)... go in.. watch.. watch.. watch... finished muvee... go home... hahah....

BORED BORED BORED..

HaiZ.... bored sia.. no job, no GF, no Fun... frens at skul Freaking boring... same faces all the time... well, at sis' house.. blogging, updating and watching...

update later...

Peace out..

29/12/09 outing

Sorry for the late update... alot of catching up to do...
On the 29 dec 09, yvonne, sakilah, hui ling and myself went to orchard.. i waited yvonne at kfc for breakfast cause yvonne planned to eat breakfast with me.. waited for her for half-hour... Sir Vincent, who was working morning shift asked me ' do here for what?'. i said 'waiting for yvonne at 9.30am', he said 'she always late lah'.. we both laughed... yvonne texted me want to eat where?. i texed back throw boring overboard!.. she texted backed which one? i replied long john sliver... she texted kk... meet her at LJS and ate the breakfast.. nice sia.. prefered LJS than kfc... (no Offence)... den, walk to the new bus interchange to wait for HL and sakilah... Hui Ling came first den wait for crazzy women... yvonne texted sakilah "where you?" Sakilah replied" Which Interchange?''.. yvonne, hui ling & me laughed... den, we missed our bus .. yvonne angry already lorh... Sakilah came... swee swee bus also leaving... we all board the bus and took the trip to orchard... took pics with yvonne camera... i became the guy of the day cause i'm the only guy.. (duh)... walk to mall..(dunno which one..) yvonne treat us bubble tea.. saw some adult shops.. (if you know what i mean..) walked into the mall... walked around.. walk.. walk.. walk.. den, something caught my eyes... CAPS!!!! there's a cap that i like.. it says " You FUCKING LAZY I'M FUCKING BUSY"... I like.. yvonne asked me" you want arh?'' i Shake my head cause i know that yvonne want to buy for me.. dunn wanna waste her money... den walk.. walk.. walk.. to another mall... walk again.... walk.. walk.. walk.. around 5-7pm.. we all wanna go home... we took bus 143.. i said "i know that this bus goes to JE interchange but dunno which side goes there.." bus came.. took the bus and slept... den Sakilah Shouted EH.. We AT TOA PAYOH..." we all woke up... HUH?.. We all dropped down.. walked to another interchange.. took the bus to JP.. and i slept.. yvonne woke me up and said " boon lay".. I said " Bishan?!?!"... laughed.. KAKAKA... reached jp... check out peeps.. waited for Satsumi and kryptonite... they rushing for their last bus which is 178.. kryptonite said bus driver checking in.. his shirt and pants were wet... den, BANGED!!! crash into pillar of notice board... group of mat reps, satsumi and kryptonite laughed.. i laughed too..

well thats all

peace out...

Peace out...