Weird dream... yesterday, i dreamed about fadilah waitting for me at home. i woke up. was shocked tat i saw her and ask her what she was doing here, she said she was waitting for me to attend something. i was okay2. wait for me. need to bathe. she said okay. den i after bathing, change cloths and bring her out? that was where i woke up. hopefully, today i can continue my dream.

hafizan out

haiyz... its getting nearer and nearer to the end of the year, graduation too. wishing that i may not be going for it cause i somehow hate seeing people with their couple while i don't have one.

if i go to graduation night, i think i will just sit at one corner, see people having fun and cut myself?

i dunnoe, i think i will be emo for the rest of my secondary school life?
haiyz..

24/04/10 outing.

oh well, yesterday, yuhua peeps asked whether i want to follow them go out or not den i say yes. woke up ard 12, bathed, changed den chiong to JP. met with them, took the train to vivo, odw to clementi, met bye to elliza(i think) den accidentally bumped into ellia.(SORRIE ELLIA!!) hang ard vivo, do stupid stuffs, send other peeps go home, me and aimy awesome, went to marina bay, wanted to buy ice cream from Galto italian shop. find her shop is like finding a needle in a haystack sia! finally found it. ordered banana fruit based ice cream, DAMN sweet sia. can describe somemore. i think they make the ice cream plain den mixed with banana syrup. i dunn want to eat that ice cream again. TOO sweet!. went ard merlion, walked from raffles to cityhall. (or was it the other way ard?) den bored, go to bugis, tot got see chicaro, den dunn have, SIANZ. den go home.

hafizan out.

i hate birthdays. you know why? i hate seeing people celebrating their birthdays. seeing their happy faces make me sick. it has been 6 years that nobody celebrate my birthdays. no presents. no party. no life. every year, hoping for a celebration. but yet. every year seeing my parents reach home, play computer or sleep. feeling like wanting to kill myself. Yes i attend to certain people birthdays. and putting a fake smile. seeing them opening presents. haiyz. i dunnoe why.

hmmm. i put title also no use. hmmm. i think i got stalker. keep spamming at my chat. later i spam den the stalker know. i will spam or give virus. you die stalker. you DIE.

hmmm. today i came late and guess wat? i nid to do Mid year exam paper although exams haven't come. and the worse part is. i nid to stay back until 6. this is great. this is just great!

okay larh. teacher stalking me also.

hafizan putra out

haiyz

i guest i am not getting my Sony Ericsson Satio CyberShot 12.1 MegaPixel then. sianz.
oh well. as long i am using Sony Ericsson den can already. but must exceed my standards! tomorrow going to apply phone at BB.

okay then

hafizan putra out.

P.S. I rock! Justin Bieber SUCKS! heheh

yeah.. i am anti - social.

yup. you got it right. i am anti social. dunnoe wat it means?

ANTI SOCIAL.

Anti-social is behaviour that lacks consideration for others and that may cause damage to society, whether intentionally or through negligence, as opposed to pro-social behaviour, behaviour that helps or benefits society.

okay. i confessed that i am your walking dictionary. you happy now?

MY PROPERTY!

Dude! thats my Property! do not fucking touch it! my Property! not yours! FUCKER! anything that has my name written on it is considered mine PROPERTY! ASSHOLE!!!

LAN Shop.

oh well.. currently at lan shop. got someone treat me. play lorh. den here the computer damn slow. they should buy the alien software computer. fucking FAST!
16GB RAM. one terrabyte harddisk. i want buy sia but damn ex. 3k. shhh. must evrything be ex?

kay larh. i want to play L4D2. train my skills. hehe.

Hafizan Putra Out

My new Shoes!

The Converse Bag..

the "Behind" View..

The BOX..

The Inside View..

THE SHOES!
haha. i know nice. no nid compliment. mcm phm.. hehe..
hmmm.
*fact*
that shoe was 70 bucks which i first tyme buying with that kind of amount. ouuu.
i bought this shoes cause i want to make a new trend. that kind was ancient sia. my primary school life then i see that. soo i bought it lorh.

WOW. 2molo go swimming at JE with Class peeps. ferst tyme lyke dis go out.
kay2 nid sleep early.

Hafizan Putra

my beautiful, Sony Ericsson CyberShot 3.2 megapixel k800i is spoiled! everywhere i go, there’s no reception! Haiyz, want to buy new phone, no money. i want Sony Ericsson CyberShot 8.1 mega pixel Satio! i wish i can work. but when i work, i really concentrate on work, school totally forget. subject dropped. don’t want that. i want to get distinction for my english. improve on my maths and MT. MT damn important, to me of course! though i am malay, i seldomly use MT. haiyz.
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Today, went to Sheraton Towers. was dutied to the foyer. go there. come back. in. out, in, out. when finishing, took all the food back to stewarding area. took the tiramisu. ate it. people says that was not halal, contains alcohol i say to them. do i look like i freaking care?! got food just eat! to me, it doesn't matter whether its halal or not halal. i just eat.

okay then,

hafizan out.

bored much?

hehe. i haven't do hmwk liao. currently at library with shad satsumi. hanging around. with my bud. LoL. nothing much to write about. anyways.

peace out!

giler!

WOW! fascinating..

today got attachment, went to sheraton towers ard 7.30am. change cloths, eat. check what we should do. find out got nothing to do. went to dining area. confused. stomach pain. go SHIT!. come back. clear table. see nazre blur2 like sotong!. went to eat. go to banquet. fold a couple of napkins. went outside at the lobby area. top up condiments. DEN! (my favourite part.) saw artistes come to Ballroom 2! Aaron Aziz!, Anna Belle! their wives/husbands!. they were discussing about the movie the were currently making. called 2 Alam. went back to back of the house. bored5! wait for time to end. gave back name taggy. went to basement 3. change cloths, gave back uniform. go home. LOL.

aku out.